My Heart

So a funny thing happened today for me.

That girl that I was spewing over a couple of days ago, asked me to hang out today. Of course I said sure, as any guy would and so we went to the lake.

We just hung out a little bit, she needed to get her mind off things, or get away from the house (I never did ask what her problem was). But that is what we did, and so we went and stayed at the lake until night time.

We were starting to head home when we decided to go to the pier on the water at night time. The moon was beyond full and it was literally the most romantic thing I have ever seen in my life. So I felt like I needed to do something.

So I squeezed her into my arms and just held her close and tight. She didnt really react the way I expected but that was okay because I felt like she gave me my heart back. I feel like when I hugged her my body pulled back my heart from her and I felt alive again.

So it was good to be able to finally feel free. I believe that this is only the beginning of my journey of love. However I am so glad to have my heart back and I want to be able to let someone else steal it.

I know me and her will always be good friends. But today I found out that that is ALL it is going to be. And I am honestly fine with that. I have made the decision that I need to do things for me. I need to be able to conquer my own quests, strive for excellence and be able to live the way I would like to. Happy and Free.

Everyone have a Good Night!